Thursday, April 2, 2009

to him #6

I cant do this anymore.
I need to stop putting myself into positions like these.
I dont know what I'm doing to myself. why I'm doing this to myself.
Its only torture. having you on my mind. I dont want you there.
I want to not have this feeling of discomfort when I'm around you.
Maybe your school's prom is a bad idea. Maybe I shouldnt be going. I'm not sure yet how I'm going to respond or feel. I'm hoping I can cut loose and have fun. but I'm not sure of that yet.

Only a few more months...
xoxo...pooksters

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