alien.

here i am entering a new stage of my life.
scary? yeah, i guess a little.
different? yes, most definitely.
im not used to this place, these people, this life.
its so close. home is not far away. yet it feels like it is.
ive been removed from my "zone", my "world". only to be thrown into a new one.

i now see why i have been challenged throughout the past few months.
i realize why i went through what i did. so many things were being thrown left and right, and i was the target.
but i somehow made it through. it may have taken a while and i may have had to try a few times, but thats how things work sometimes. learn. grow.

so heres to a new experience. a new world.

to the new:
im ready to face this.
im ready for the ride.
lets make this great.
xoxo...alien.

thought::this is crazy different.
dream::success will find me, i will find success.
hope::this will grow on me quickly.
inspiration::college.

oh to walk on the beach.

in the midst of the chaos happening around me,
i try to keep my mind elsewhere. place myself in the perfect scene.
a place of peace. beauty. simplicity.
every worry, every problem, annoyance gone.
ive always been the "sunset walks on the beach" type of girl. and right now, thats where i wish i was. where i want to be.

dear drama, im not putting up with you.
dear chaos, im done with you.
dear life, calm down. just chill.
dear self, stand strong.
xoxo...me.

thought::i didnt see any of this coming.
dream::this will pass quickly.
hope::i'll wake up soon.
inspiration::life at the moment.