s.o.s.

i have found myself in a place thats not so familiar to me.
i have always known what i want to do, but ive never been so unsure as i am now.
i have always tried to stay so strong, but im approaching weakness.

God
i dont know what Youre doing
but whatever it is, do it.
have Your way in me.
im longing for the answers.
that peace that passes all understanding.
do what You will.
xoxo...Your servant

thoughts::i hate feeling so weak.
dream::to know the answers.
hope::strength&growth.
inspiration::wonder of His plan.

to newbie.

ohhgirll.
i just cant make up my mind on you.
i long for that friendship, but im not sure if you are the girl i thought you were.
trusting people has always been difficult for me.
and i cant decide if youre one to be trusted. i cant afford to be misguided by another "friend" again.
some moments, i feel as if we just click. like we have been best friends forever.
other times, i wonder if you even care. if you are just putting on a series of acts.

i have yet to make up my mind.
maybe only time can tell what will happen.
xoxo...the blonde.

thought::for once, i want to be wrong.
dream::trust. peace. joy.
hope::a good friend.
inspiration::a friendship waiting to grow.