to the screamer.

im sorry things became the way they are now.
i can honestly say that i never expected this.
i pictured us becoming such good friends and staying that way for a long time.
but i guess things dont always go as planned.

it was hard for me to pull away.
im not sure why...there was just a part of me that didnt want you gone.
but now i realize that its all for the better.
i just wish things could be different.

this is a weird season for me. an unexpected one as well.
at the same time i know it is much needed.
its a time of humility. of reflection. of growth.
i cant lose focus this time. i cant.

i hope all is well with you.
know that im praying for you & your future.

maybe we will cross paths again some day.
until then,

xoxo...drew

thought::i jumped in too quickly.
dream::life had a rewind.
hope::focus...focus...focus
inspiration::the test.

in pursuit.

God my Father,

the first two months of this year have been rough. dangerously rough.
but i guess sometimes you have to be completely broken in order to become stronger.

so here i am. broken.
knowing that You are my only source for strength.
knowing that You are the only hope i have.

im beginning to separate myself from a lot of people.
see...i dont want to be the same girl i was last year.
this desire inside of me for You is only getting stronger.
i so desperately want to grow stronger and closer to You.
and i refuse to let anyone or anything distract me.
i have this hunger inside of me like ive never had before.
theres this hunger to go after You with all that i have.

ive been scared to let go in the past. but thats over and done with.
i dont want it to be about me. i want it to be all You.
im done with everything this world has to offer.
im done with all the negativity and lies.
nothing in this world matters to me, only that i would bring You glory.

i give You every part of me. my mind, my body, my heart.
show me what to do next. show me where to go.

xoxo...Your Daughter

thought::i cant make it through on my own.
dream::to live a life completely guided by Christ.
hope::to be covered by His grace and love.
inspiration::my brokenness, and His forgiveness