Thursday, July 16, 2009

to him, the finale?

being honest?
im not sure i want this. at least not right now. im pretty sure that even you dont know what you want anymore. dont think that im going to sit here and wait for forever. because thats not happening.
im starting to see what i could have. what i deserve. and sitting around waiting for you to make up your mind isnt it.
so stop going back and forth. because im done with it. we can be friends, sure. id love that. but im not gonna jump into this "competition" for you and your attention. and you shouldnt expect me to. because thats ridiculous.
xoxo...me.

thought
::why have i held onto this for this long?
dream::everything will work out how its supposed to.
hope::you really are changing...for yourself.
inspiration::him.

4 comments:

  1. who is this about?

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  2. you have no idea how much this excited me when I read this bc my favorite John Mayer song was playing in the background, but it wasn't till the end that I figured out where it was coming from. haha

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  3. who is this about & why do you write about 'him' all the time? You should probably use "HIS" name so we (and He) know who you're talking about!! k thanks

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  4. because i dont say names in my blogs.
    why are you so concerned?

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