reality check.

Reality is beginning to hit me.
Here I am. 18 years old. 4 days of high school left. getting ready to go to college and really start my life. But I cannot help but wonder...amd I ready?
All my life I have had everything handed to me. Ive never had to do anything for myself. You may call me "spoiled", and I guess in a way I may be. I guess I should call myself one of the "lucky ones" who has a family that has always just taken care of what I wanted and needed. I have people tell me they wish they could have it like me...but really I dont think they do.
I have had everything done for me. and now that I'm getting older I am coming to that realization that I dont know how to do anything...I dont know much about finances or bills or a job or just life itself. Ive never been taught it. Ive never had to deal with it. Am I ready for this "real world" ahead of me?
Usually people are excited for their future. Im trying to be. but on the inside Im screaming due to the fear of it.
I feel as if my life has flown by. and now here I am. slightly feeling like a little kid at a store who gets lost from their parents. Everything is becoming so real to me. Reality is getting ready to hit me and hit me hard.
I'm not sure what to do.
All I can do is trust Him...

thought::it's coming too fast.
dream::everything will work out perfect.
hope::i'll be ready.
inspiration::life.